trick or treat, trick or treat

the bitter & the sweet

a stem is not a rose
13 May
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this is your world in which we grow,
and we will grow to hate you.

when you grovel at my feet
keep it short and sweet.

if you ever need anything please don't
hesitate to ask someone else first.

i'm too busy acting like i'm not naive.
i've seen it all, i was here first.

i am not special.
i am not a beautiful or unique snowflake.
i am the same decaying organic matter as everything else.

i'm not ashamed
you're entertained,
...but, i'm not a puppet.
i am a grenade.

you are seldom breathing life,
but mostly death.

we don't rest in peace, we just disappear...

life isn't nearly as sacred as the appreciation of passion.

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